June 28, 2011

everything gets rougher, tougher, harder

Everything seems tougher now. To be honest, I don't know what to choose. I don't know how to trust you again. You've hurt me so much. You've lied to me, you cheated, you betrayed me, you broke promises, you faked vows, you were rude to me, you easily got tense, you didn't appreciate me, you fooled me, you hide the truth, you didn't prioritize me...

Tell me how to trust u after u did all those things?
What will you do to fix all things?
What can you prove to me?
You can do extra efforts? How? You never show me. You never take initiative.
It is what I want, not what you want. You don't do it because of me, no because you want to do it to fix your mistakes.
I want you to do it, I always tell you what you have to do. But you never take initiative, what can you do to make me happy, to make me trust you again?

I don't know. You can't remember how to be AeN, my AeN. You've forgotten how to be my AeN.

I don't know. It seems you don't love me at all. You just don't wanna get embarrassed. It is not because you want to see me happy by doing anything to pay your mistakes.

It's getting harder, really...

June 18, 2011

Game Over

I lost my black nokia 6300 that I unintentionally dropped in the cab. The mobile phone that's been a loyal company for at least 3 years. The 2nd 6300 that I had lost,the same tragedy as the 1st one. I didn't do my usual standard safety procedure, take a note of cab door no, while getting on a cab cause busy phoning. As a result, I couldn't track the cab.




Another Game Over...

June 15, 2011

On the Looong Weekend

What I did, what we did, what you did... ;P


All you can eat! Mari mengembem, hehehe













Sepeda aiiiiirrrr... genjoot, hehehe..





















Bought swimming equiptments





Working, meeting, eating













Meeting with the girls! *kiss&bighuug*




June 11, 2011

Alhamdulillah

Apalagi yg bisa terucap dari lisan dan hati ini selain alhamdulillah. Allah Maha Baik. Allah Maha Benar dan Maha Mengetahui. Allah membuka kebenaran dan menunjukan mana yg salah dan mana yg benar.

Semoga popos bisa insyaf dan berhenti melakukan khilaf yg selama ini dilakukan. Semoga niat baik kami untuk bisa segera menikah bisa diamini dan terlaksana. Semoga ujian kemarin yg melibatkan iblis jahat bisa menjadi pelajaran berharga buat kami. Semoga yg selama ini dibutakan mata hati dan pikirannya dapat dibukakan dan dijernihkan kembali, dibimbing ke jalan yg lurus. Semoga Allah memaafkan dan mengampuni perbuatan popos dan orang tersebut. Amin..

Makasih banyak ya kakak, ipi, mama, papa dan sahabat2 yg sudah banyak mendukung dan mendoakan yg terbaik buat Ina dan popos. Sangat mengharukan dan bahagia mendapatkan dukungan penuh dr keluarga popos dan keluarga Ina sendiri. Their love, caring and support really make me strong and ready to face anything.

Sungguh Allah Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengabulkan. Allah mengabulkan doa orang2 yg dizhalimi. Allah, You're sooooooooooooooooooooo good to me. Alhamdulillah...

Love u, Life. =D