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Everything seems tougher now. To be honest, I don't know what to choose. I don't know how to trust you again. You've hurt me so much. You've lied to me, you cheated, you betrayed me, you broke promises, you faked vows, you were rude to me, you easily got tense, you didn't appreciate me, you fooled me, you hide the truth, you didn't prioritize me...

Tell me how to trust u after u did all those things?
What will you do to fix all things?
What can you prove to me?
You can do extra efforts? How? You never show me. You never take initiative.
It is what I want, not what you want. You don't do it because of me, no because you want to do it to fix your mistakes.
I want you to do it, I always tell you what you have to do. But you never take initiative, what can you do to make me happy, to make me trust you again?

I don't know. You can't remember how to be AeN, my AeN. You've forgotten how to be my AeN.

I don't know. It seems you don't love me at all. You just don't wanna get embarrassed. It is not because you want to see me happy by doing anything to pay your mistakes.

It's getting harder, really...

I lost my black nokia 6300 that I unintentionally dropped in the cab. The mobile phone that's been a loyal company for at least 3 years. The 2nd 6300 that I had lost,the same tragedy as the 1st one. I didn't do my usual standard safety procedure, take a note of cab door no, while getting on a cab cause busy phoning. As a result, I couldn't track the cab.




Another Game Over...

What I did, what we did, what you did... ;P


All you can eat! Mari mengembem, hehehe












Sepeda aiiiiirrrr... genjoot, hehehe..




















Bought swimming equiptments




Working, meeting, eating












Meeting with the girls! *kiss&bighuug*

Apalagi yg bisa terucap dari lisan dan hati ini selain alhamdulillah. Allah Maha Baik. Allah Maha Benar dan Maha Mengetahui. Allah membuka kebenaran dan menunjukan mana yg salah dan mana yg benar.

Semoga popos bisa insyaf dan berhenti melakukan khilaf yg selama ini dilakukan. Semoga niat baik kami untuk bisa segera menikah bisa diamini dan terlaksana. Semoga ujian kemarin yg melibatkan iblis jahat bisa menjadi pelajaran berharga buat kami. Semoga yg selama ini dibutakan mata hati dan pikirannya dapat dibukakan dan dijernihkan kembali, dibimbing ke jalan yg lurus. Semoga Allah memaafkan dan mengampuni perbuatan popos dan orang tersebut. Amin..

Makasih banyak ya kakak, ipi, mama, papa dan sahabat2 yg sudah banyak mendukung dan mendoakan yg terbaik buat Ina dan popos. Sangat mengharukan dan bahagia mendapatkan dukungan penuh dr keluarga popos dan keluarga Ina sendiri. Their love, caring and support really make me strong and ready to face anything.

Sungguh Allah Maha Mendengar dan Maha Mengabulkan. Allah mengabulkan doa orang2 yg dizhalimi. Allah, You're sooooooooooooooooooooo good to me. Alhamdulillah...

Love u, Life. =D

Congratulation, you've turned him into someone you want.

Congratulation for making him sacrifice the principal things in his life : honesty, trust, faith and loyalty.

Congratulation for helping him to be an actor, a very good one.

Congratulation for supporting him to keep lying and betraying me, his parents and our family.

Congratulation, you're the best.

=)

Feeling happy + butterflies in my stomach = What a day! :))

Hari ini hari apa hayoooo? Hari Sabtuuuu, hehehe. Ada apa hayoooo? Ahhh rahasiaaa, hahaha. Yang jelas rumusnya udah ditulis di awal tulisan ini, hohoho. Ehhmm coba tebak2...

- Masa2 pendekatan sm seseorang yg kita suka namanya apa hayoooo?
- Setelah itu, orang yg kita suka bilang sesuatu dan diterima terjadilah hubungan apa namanya hayoooo?
- Makin lama lebih dari suka apa namanya yaaa?
- Makin lama makin sayang terus jadi apa hayooo?
- Kalo hubungannya bukan main2 niatannya disebut apa hayoooo?
- Kalo udah serius, setelah pacaran tahapnya apa?
- Nah tahapan di antara pacaran sm nikah ada apa aja hayooooo?

Jadi kira2 hari ini masuk tahapan yg mana hayooooo? hehehe...

Let's play blue's clues...

Ada ini nih...


Terus, ada ini jugaaaa...


Petunjuk lainnyaaaa...


Diwarnai dengaaaan...


Dan..


Hihihihi... Kira2 apa hayoooooo?! ;D

Oia, ibu juga kasih beberapa oleh2 buat akuuuuuu... Makasih ibu sayang. Really love it. Mmuaaah...



Lalu, lalu setelah itu ada apa lagi?

Forever can never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love you
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say "Hello" in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm

Aaahhh what a day!

Love u, life. =D

Cant sleeeeeep! hehehe. Mati gaya mau ngapain jam seginiiiiii... Deg2an besoooookkkk... hahaha..

Tadi sepulang kantor ke rumah kakak gw satu2nya. Ngobrol panjang. Intinya si kakak nitip gw ke AeN dan bilang supaya jgn sampe hal yg kejadian antara mama sm bapak berulang. Nitip jagain gw baik2 dan jangan nyakitin hati gw. Yah sambil sharing2 aja sih intinya, berbagi pengalaman sm kak dinny n mas vicky. Plus wanti2 agar kita tahan dari godaan syetan yg terkutuk. Amiiiinn...

Deg2an besok dan ngga bisa tidur sekarang. Bismillah...

Love u, life... =D

Sepulang kerja dijemput, mampir ke rumah nenek, ketemu sepupu endut, main ke rumah sambil nonton dvd and makan malem bareng. Oh what an evening...

Di directorate gw ada acara yg rutin diadain sebulan sekali. Cuma acara kumpul2 aja si, cuma selalu ada tema berbeda tiap bulannya. Acara bulanan directorate gw ini sempet mandeg beberapa bulan lalu, tp mulai digalakkan lagi, hehehe. Nah, bulan ini ada lomba foto. Ada 3 kategori, me and my brand, me and my customer dan me and my team. Berkat bantuan seorang teman yg rela2 foto2in gw sm team gw sehabis workshop kemarin, akhirnya gw mengirimkan satu foto untuk kategori me and my team. Ini dia fotonya...



Daaan, hari rabu kemarin pengumumannya. Hari itu dresscodenya adalah all about branding stuff. Jadi saya pake masquerade yg pernah jd souvenir event buat customer.



Ternyata, foto kiriman gw berhasil menaaaang. Alhamdulillah, berkat dukungan team saya, fotografer, mamih, bapak, ade, kakak.. *mulai lebay* hahaha... Hadiahnya lumayan buat makan2 tempe mendoan smp keblinger, hahahaha..



Tapi setelah kebahagiaan menang lomba foto, kamis kemarin pas pulang dijemput popos, ternyata gw baru sadar tangkai kacamata kesayangan dan satu2nya, patah. Hikss.. Lagi kangen2an sm si popos, eh pas liat kacamata patah jd nangis dah, huhuhu... Padahal gw cinta bener sm kacamata ini, huhuhu..



Berarti mesti ganti baru deh. Jadi siang tadi dengan ditemani popos, akhirnya berangkutslah ke kelapa gading buat keliling cari kacamata. Dan akhirnya jeng, jeng, jeng jeng. Dapet juga di salah satu apotik di sana. Agak mirip sm yg kemarin, cuma ini lebih ramping dan ada nose padnya. Dan berita baiknya adalah, nose padnya pas di hidung gw! hahahaha. Secara hidung ini cukup sekian dan terima kasih alias pesek. *rofl* Pulangnya mamam malem ramen... Yummyyy... Makasih popos... :*

Love u, life.. =D

Just wanna share something about bad influence from a person to another person. Unfortunately, it happened to some people I know. Some even quite close. Well, that bad influence has changed that person significantly, some are very insignificant. It's various, from the change of a mindset, personalities and attitude.

For example bad influence in love life. Love is blind. Ehm, maybe it's true. But, you're not blind. At least your heart and mind. When you're close to someone, and they give you bad influence for your life, guess you need to rethink. You're not blind to feel that yourself has changed because of that person. You're not blind in the mind that that person has transferred you into different personality. Before, you were a honest, trustful, truthful, and faithful person. Then, you got close with someone. It seems sweet but it's actually bitter. It seems so good, but it's actually inappropriate. Then, you become someone else. You become a liar, a very good liar. Not only to your lover, friends but the worst is to your parents. Promise, vow in the name of God or prophet are broken, not sacred anymore. You were gentle and soft person, then became a monster just in a second. Different personality, made by bad influencer. That bad influence has blinded you, blinded your heart, mind and even your faith.

Then, the bad influencer themselves. Maybe God sent them to your life to teach you something. To teach you about losing someone/something precious, honesty, faith, respect, dignity and trust. The bad influencer may be a form of devil trying to consistently seduce and spread the evil air. They have no shame. They never think that they have changed a person in a bad way. Sacrifice for a lover may look romantic and sweet. But if it sacrifices your honest heart, respect to others then it is not romantic or sweet anymore. It's mean, evil, really. I never understand, why such people are really proud for being an evil person. The lover has been tamed, they do whatever the bad influencer ask them to do. Although for that, the lover has lied to everyone. Not just to his friends, collegues, but also betrayed and lied to God, mom, dad and best friends.

In this case, I think it's somekind of a tremendous pleasure to them. That whatever the cost, the lover has obeyed to what they ask, they want. The bad influencer doesn't care about norms, about others' feeling or about what's right or wrong. They only care about themselves, about their satisfaction, about their lust. So selfish and evil.

Astaghfirullah...

When you know it's wrong, it's not right, inappropriate, just stop it. Dont get blinded too long. Dont let evil inside you or from others make you blind and erase genuine and kind personality you have. I'm telling you, it's never worthy to sacrifice those good things only for a bad influencer.

Love you, live... =D